Completely DOWN alright.


They said that my dressings are too revealing and skimpy, that's why i projected an "easy-gg" image to others.
And that's one of the reason why i can't find a decent guy in my life.

Honestly, i've never in my life feel 0r even think that im pretty.
Past- Obesity struck my life & ended till i reached 15.
Current- Acne has became my ultimate nemesis and seems like it can never be defeated.

I had this conversation with my mum and sisters:
Mum: when i had saudi, i ate a whole lot of apples.
Saudi: No wonder i so white la.

Me: No wonder im like that, skin's as dry as the desert and as dark as malay(im not racist okay, its just that chinese are suppose to look fair mah!)
Mum:Hmm..when i had you, i ate a whole lot of BREAD.

That explains why -__-'''
Dry and Dull.
THANKS AH MUMMY.

See, ah see, how can i ever feel happy with my appearance this way?
So, when one aint confident bout her looks, external source came in.

Clothings.

Clothes are one of the most amazing thing that girls fall madly with.
Ermm-Humoh..NO, i did not dress revealingly on purpose.
Seriously, i don't.
and i didn't notice till now, that my dressings are revealing.
Okay, so, i shall buy least revealing clothings frm now onwards.
Im heading for shirts! and and...Skinnie jeans alright!


I am utterly upset alright.
Confidence level- Deflated.


Make me happy, would you? ):