Dear: My Ex msged me yesterday.

Me(Buffled):Speechless.

Me: Why?

Dear: Don't know. She msged me twice but i didnt reply.

Me: Got her photo?



I Can't Believe He Really Gt Photo of His Ex,
moreover, its not PHOTO but PHOTOS.
More & More & More of it.
(I really hope at this pt of time, he'll have deleted that busload of picturesssssss)

I don't know why he wanna tell me abt this, perhaps its because we'd agree to be trueful to each other, no secrets.
And i really do which i did told him some secret before i gt this SHOCK frm him.

Is this a payback?
I didnt meant to want him to feel jealous,angry,annoyed by telling him my secret, but i've never consider abt his feelings beforehand):
If i chose not to tell him anything, will he had told me abt the msgs & photoS?
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YES.

I am SO FULL OF JEALOUSY now, like totally?

but i know,
HE'S JEALOUS of what i told him too)):

So, in conclusion, are we even?
But the main issue here is not about getting even with each other.
But trueful, yet sometimes, we somehw neglect hw the other party feels.


I've never felt such heartache before(Seriously, crossed-fingers, cross my heart)
I told myself, its just a MESSAGE.
ONLY A MESSAGE.
A MERE MESSAGE, nth else.
but....maybe
WITH FEELINGS IN IT?
or...
WITH A MEANING OF GETTING BACK TGT?
what if...
SHE'S COMING BACK?-
when im gone?perfect timing right?

What The Hell.
im leaving S'pore for 6mths???hw wonderful.
See, i've been telling ppl not to mention hw BLISSFUL i am, cus im afraid that such thing will happen upon me, which i alr did -__-'''






OF CUS, i 've gt faith in him.
but, somehow, there's this uncertainy lies within me))=






Well, i'll leave my future on God's hand.
If he's the one, he'll be the one((:





Still, candy is thoroughly beaten, today.