Goodness.

I sorta saved my blogskin TEMPORARILY.
Am still trying to edit more yeah.

Oh,JUNE has come btw!
rarrrr.
Can't wait till it hit JULY yeah.

Misses for ORCHARD ROAD, BAR-CHOR-MEE, HOR-FUN, TIRAMISU, CHEESECAKE ETC
just make me go wild&impatient!

and Opps.
Had a lil drink last night.
It was fun though i made a fool out of myself after what?
2 1/2 cups of beer?

YES.
Im not good with alcohol.
Well, ppl are bound to be good & bad on smth &
i just happened i sucks in this.
So, i can't be blamed.
= D

and oh-my, oh-my
i went playing with M&N, forming into alphabet "K"
and telling my friends:
K represent *****!*****!*****!
=_='''




Know what,
At a certain phrase of life,
you'll start asking yourself,
What have you lost?
What have you done?
& most importantly,
What have you achieve?

Okay, besides for my satisfying grades i had back in secondary school,
i dont think im really proud of gaining anything.

Its time to really Grow-Up.
I mean GROW UP.
Parents are no longer the pilar for you to rely on.
For, you shall be the one who support them.

Im not sure whether im able to make it though,
yet, i believe at least i;ll try to((:
Shall see when im back.


JULY-BABY, im calling you!



Loves,
Candy

Just one day,

I miss Bf's call&sms alr

)=




Quick!
can't wait till night time
*my love (:*
=)




Loves,
Candy

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.


RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.


ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR.



Rushing for report, makes me bonkers & all.

&

I don have the freaking leisure time to solve my blog's backgrd prob, so, just leave it.
: S






YUCK.









Loves,
Candy

FEAST.FEAST.FEAST!



Back to the town for awesome food to satisfy our longing needs!

hahahahhahaa.


We explored much of the city area and found one restaurant with BETTER service, Thumbs up gormet & Pleasant Ambience.
Their standard can be compared with S'pore's restaurant actually.

Just so you know, we were recommended by the prev. batch of student to this particular restaurant, their food is grr, their service rarrr!
I've never waited for my food for SO long ever in my life.45mins?
So, hell they go.
I'll never wanna patronize them anymore.



Ogay.
So, basically, we enjoy the feasting & feeding.
hurhurhur.

I am showing FATS evidently now!



SIGH.

I think none of my friend will ever have the leisure time to pause & think like what im doing now.
Think about what?
Think about the future la!(yeah, its always e future, DUH)

since, i can afford to think now (:

Think about stuff like:
University,
Job Pursue
Blah
Blah
Blah.

But then again, retreated back to reality,
I think i went too far fetch.
Humans love to dream big though.

Nah.
Im stumbled by it.
Its time consuming to think of smth that MIGHT only happen in e FUTURE.
We need to look at NOW.

So yeah, i need to be realistic.
I don wanna hold too much hope on smth, someone & myself for e future.
Its Silly.
Who knows what might happen at e very next second?


So, anyway, MSN-ed & Webcammed with few of my friends.
Have been asking them to eat...
BAR-CHOR-MEE on my behalf.
I MISS IT SO-SO MUCH la!

Well, in-e-end,
Only Ah Cai answered to my request.
hurhurhur.

Was discussing about all kinds of stuff with Bee
&
hey!dint expect to share so much with her!
hah.


& Webcam Craze hit upon us!
She's sucha funny lovable babe tt i enjoy chatting with
tee-hee-hee.



65 more days!
Gotta stay strong!
Here we go!
((:




Loves,
Candy

With love, welcomed kayden on 17th May 2008, 6:53pm.
(3



OFFICIALLY AN AUNTIE ((=
CANDY-AH-YI
(((((:


Loves,
Candy

I feel Shits.

To, the one who warmth my heart & soul



HAPPY 4th Month(3





Loves,
Candy

SUMMER is here ppl!



Welcomed by the exhilarating view the momemt i gt out of my rm((:

WAKE UP!

WAKE UP!!!

YONG LIN,CHIN WOO...

LATE FOR WORK ALR!!

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and its,

3:30AM.





-__-;





I actually woke my friends up for work in the middle of the night,
when its pitch black outside.



I can't be blamed.
REALLY.

Because Bf called and i thought it my alarm went off.
I think im too stress up?
Who will believe it man!
hahahahhaaa.



HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Thats so retarded.
-_-





He called because...well, think there's no need to reveal too much yeah.
Anyway, its sweet(:



Chatted for awhile because my phone went...
---------BEEEEEEEEEEP-----------



Battery went dead.
Shit.

I don't know why
but
sometimes,i've gt this feeling running over me.
Am im being too sensitive or....





I don't know...





Faith & Trust is the only thing i can hold onto dearly now.
If its broken, im broken as well.

So,please don't break it.
&
I know you'll not.




P/S IM JUST BEING EMOTIONAL ONCE A WHILE OK.

Loves,
Candy

Just a packet of milk, im contented for the journey dwn(:





Yepp, we took the morning bus from resort to CITY!
With glorious fooooooood awaiting for us once again (:
But well, we shan't forget about our task here.

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Anyway,





桂林－电子科计大学


Thanks to the local attachment student, Xiao Ru, we are able to visit the local University(this is not one of our task btw)
It is indeed proven that Chinese(I mean chinese in china) are real hardworking.
The library is constantly occupied by students, not there to chat like NP students -_-
but, there to study, read & revise.



Oh, i feel guilty now.
For misusing the facilities in NP, to play,play & play only.
HAH.
I did did some studies too okay.









Mombai-India!
pardon for the one behind me, if you do notice his fingers.


















Replies to Tags:

QQin, you can call me anywhere,anyday but not after 8pm :X
hahahahahahhaa.

Ching, I MISS THE FUNS TOO!as always.

Rene, lurf you manu many too(:

Bee, you're one sweet honey bee to your bf too yeah : D



Loves,
Candy

Love is not about having just someone beside you.
It is not about making tales in order to be loved.
And not about pretending someone you're not to fall in love.


I learnt it.
from someone & someone.


&
Im still learning,
not from someone & someone anymore.
But from him.


Because of you, im learning to love & to be loved.
Because of you, im willing to change.
Change, not to please you, not to pretend
but for a better me.







89 more days to go.
We can make it((:


Im grateful for the things you've done.



P/S its for you and only you.Always.

P/S/S well, you knw who *chuckles*




Loves,
Candy

Have you ever wonder that your mind can be easily manipulated by others?
Easily influenced by other's decisions or opinions?

Lets say it this way,
While you were in a dilemma of making a choice out of so many variety of baverages,
your friend ordered-Hot Chocolate
To make things easier for yourself, you go along with him/her.

Yeah,its nothing serious tts worth pushing you into a deeper thought.

But, have you actually seen the other side of it?
A follower.
People who are being indecisive tends to follow the others who are ahead of them,others who made decision before they can make one themselves.
Im one of them.

Looking from a bigger view, in life, there are many decisions await for you.
Many others around me have started thinking/planning about their future.
A degree?
Advance Diploma?
Work?

Me?
My future?
I don't know, seriously.
I loathe making decision for myself, because without fail, i find myself contradicting with my own mind and ended up with regrets, always.
It is an agony for me to make decision, i will fill my empty pea brain with all kinds of doubts and what-ifs.

Yet,
through this journey of learning,though i did regret for quite sometimes.
Life is not just a cup of beverage.
I would not want to see my life as a cup of Hot Chocolate.

Even if im gonna regret.
At least, i'll not regret for ordering just any kind of beverage because others ordered it.
Period.


I yearned to lead a simple life.
Enough to spend.
Comfortable with an HDB flat.
Contented with public transport.

Well, how much money must i have in order to have ENOUGH to spend?
Money is always never enough.
Period.

Honestly,
Who doesn't want to earn big bucks in this world?
for those who doesn't, you're lying to yourself.

Won't you be going wow-woo when you saw a lambo zoom past?while you and your mates started going "Oh-man, tt guy must be filty rich"!!

Don't you wish that you'll be like them?

No, im not being materialistic here.
Im just trying to ask, don't you wish you will be like tt guy sitting in the lambo and leading a successful life?

Which woman doesnt love Chanel,Burberry,LV...?
Again, if you said you're not, you are practically lying to yourself again.
Wont you be flattered and flustering with joy when you're being presented with a Burberry handbag or Channel perfume?
For me, i do fancy branded stuf,
Yet, i would rather earn them with my own bare hands than seeing myself demanding/begging it frm my bf.
Woman need not rely on men so much to archieve smth.

Life is alll about money.
But
in my life, there is Money of course.
However,
Love & Family & Friends have a superior positions above it.

Anyway,
im just having random thoughts about money&life, got stumbled by it the moment i got out of bed.
hahahhahahha.

tts all folk!







Loves,
Candy

New blogskin(((:

Though im not quite satisfied with it...
well,
thats the best i can come up with what..
So,just stick on to it(:

You'll be much happier if you're easily contented right!

Anyhow,
havent been updating about my life in China.
Oh, for those who're still in the "huh,what?!" state,
i shall announce again: CANDY LEONG is currently under attachment somewhere in CHINA
-_-

Im not gonna have the details about my work here, because its sensitive.
You never know, somewhere there will be "someone" somehow related to something reading it!!
Okay, dont be confuse.
In conclusion, im blogging less about my work, thus, i guess, i'll not have much to blog about?!?!?!

No,no,no.
No worries, i'll blog about the entertainments here!

Just on 1st May, we had the Mee-Fen festival.
Well, there's no history or legendary tale about it.
Mainly, its to attract TOURIST -_-
They did! they attracted us BUT, i don't think we'll ever visit it again for, its totally like PASAM MALAM in s'pore la.

-Shall post pictures abt it "soon"





After 20 years of my life, apart from mince meat porridge,plain porridge,sweet potato porridge..ETC

I didn't know that there're red bean porridge,sweet corn porridge,barley porridge...!!
Not just that i feel outdated in S'pore, im outdated here as well-__-''
Because dear told me he had it before...

Apparently, these are the healthy diet((:
and one of the kind sweet-hearted staff cooked for us to try((:






I knw it doesnt look appetizing but it does taste gd okay.
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Encountered some bird incidents (notice tt i emphasis on incidentS)
We saw a DEAD bird lying outside the company's door while we're on our way back,
then, the guys came to our rm with an ALIVE one, its a young birdy (opps, sounds wrong)
Guess both birds are somehow related?

Mother & son?
Brother & sister?
or
distant relatives on visit?
0_0

Sadly, it doesnt know how to fly yet,hence, the guys kept it by using a basket as a cage.
The guys fed it with raisins!!!Im sorry for being this->!!!!
But, RASINS???
Especially preserved raisins???
i thought since bird belongs to the nature world, well, THIS bird(k, lets name it TWEETY)..not caged, it should be fed on things which are NATURALLY grown and not through chemical process?
Well, i just feel tt everything shld be NATURAL what!

Okay, i think im getting overboard abt it.
Its their bird anyway(opps, sounds wrong again, ah hahaha!)
But i fed it some Raw Walnuts which i think Tweety ignore it just like how it ignore the rasins.
This birdy is real stubborn, trying to put on strike by starving?!

Anyway, as for the DEAD bird, i intended to bury it.
yeah, like what you watch in the show, dig a deep deep hole and put the dead bodies and pile back the soil.
BUT
because i wasn't able to get the tools,the staff suggesed 水葬 instead of 土葬...
Managed to get the pictures of the DEAD bird but not the TWEETY,im simply too lazy la.
HEY!that doesnt mean im a saddist ok?


Poor lil thing )":



It looks pathetic in this way -_-'''
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When im free, apart from having my mouth exercising with foood constantly, i work my hands too!
Not for grabbing food of course!
But Cross-Stitching!
I love it(:

Thanks dear(((3








Loves,
Candy