So much for procrastination.
and here i am, im BACK in S'PORE!
Touched down on 9th August, yep, on S'PORE 42th BIRTHDAY = )
I dint manage to catch fireworks on the plane btw.
Been rushing for report and finally, dateline is due 18th!
-_-''
Procrastination really kills.
Bygone the stressssss!
Friday, August 15, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Its 1:52AM.
Everyone should be getting all cozy in their blanket now
but
not me.
Why?
I asked myself that too.
Im tired.
Still, i couldn't get the sleepy eye of mine to rest.
Perhaps, its because of the day to go home is drawing near
and oh my, oh my, why am i finding myself to be so tensed up?
Well,as known as a pessimist to all my friends, yup,
i worry.
Its great to be welcome back home of course!
But, somehow, i had really sink into the life here.
It feels like im leaving my "home" to somewhere else.
Just like the time when i left for here in Singapore.
I started to worry about picking pieces up back in Singapore,
like everything needed to be start from scratch.
Worry about how people might changed or even forget me!
I reckon that there are people who have a change of view on me indefinitely,
base on stuffs that happened here.
There are many things that i wish i didn't do/say
There are many things that i wish i had done/said.
So much of the "wishes" list at the very last few moments huh.
Wait, did i mention here as "Home" just now??
Well, guess after 6 months, i can't really bear to say:
"im merely living in a hostel" anymore.
To me, its more like a "Home" now.
Though far fetch from my Home.
Sigh.
Time just flew by with a blink, it feels like i was wailing to go home just yesterday
and now, i can't bear to leave.
=.=
Nevertheless, i would veryveryvery much want to show my gratitudes.
Thank You Mrs Sue Tan for giving me this Once-In-A-Lifetime chance.
Thank You Uncle Thomas for the offer.
Thank Miss Tay for the constant reminders.
and of course, without them, i wouldn't realize how many changes i should make on myself.
For many times i've said, Yonglin is such a kind girl to the extent that i feel like shaking her
awake and because of this, she taught me alotalotalotalot, not just literally though.
She is just this one sweet girl that make me realize that even as you age, you can stay lively & bubbly too, streetsmart as well (: Sinyee's the sunshine yeah.
He totally changed my view on him when i spotted the studious side of him.Yep, thats Mr Gue.
Eugene.
Chin was the one who let me know how friend can be so precious & hard to forget.
Though it seems too late for me to realize, still, Thanks (:
Okay Dokey, Shan't get emotional and all now.
1 more day to go & i gotta bid the Room 216 goodbye.
Can't wait to go home
yet
Can't bear to leave "home"
P/S 216 is the rm which we eat/sleep/play/bathe/chat/quarrel/sing/rush report/cry/laugh & snore.
Loves,
Candy
Everyone should be getting all cozy in their blanket now
but
not me.
Why?
I asked myself that too.
Im tired.
Still, i couldn't get the sleepy eye of mine to rest.
Perhaps, its because of the day to go home is drawing near
and oh my, oh my, why am i finding myself to be so tensed up?
Well,as known as a pessimist to all my friends, yup,
i worry.
Its great to be welcome back home of course!
But, somehow, i had really sink into the life here.
It feels like im leaving my "home" to somewhere else.
Just like the time when i left for here in Singapore.
I started to worry about picking pieces up back in Singapore,
like everything needed to be start from scratch.
Worry about how people might changed or even forget me!
I reckon that there are people who have a change of view on me indefinitely,
base on stuffs that happened here.
There are many things that i wish i didn't do/say
There are many things that i wish i had done/said.
So much of the "wishes" list at the very last few moments huh.
Wait, did i mention here as "Home" just now??
Well, guess after 6 months, i can't really bear to say:
"im merely living in a hostel" anymore.
To me, its more like a "Home" now.
Though far fetch from my Home.
Sigh.
Time just flew by with a blink, it feels like i was wailing to go home just yesterday
and now, i can't bear to leave.
=.=
Nevertheless, i would veryveryvery much want to show my gratitudes.
Thank You Mrs Sue Tan for giving me this Once-In-A-Lifetime chance.
Thank You Uncle Thomas for the offer.
Thank Miss Tay for the constant reminders.
and of course, without them, i wouldn't realize how many changes i should make on myself.
For many times i've said, Yonglin is such a kind girl to the extent that i feel like shaking her
awake and because of this, she taught me alotalotalotalot, not just literally though.
She is just this one sweet girl that make me realize that even as you age, you can stay lively & bubbly too, streetsmart as well (: Sinyee's the sunshine yeah.
He totally changed my view on him when i spotted the studious side of him.Yep, thats Mr Gue.
Eugene.
Chin was the one who let me know how friend can be so precious & hard to forget.
Though it seems too late for me to realize, still, Thanks (:
Okay Dokey, Shan't get emotional and all now.
1 more day to go & i gotta bid the Room 216 goodbye.
Can't wait to go home
yet
Can't bear to leave "home"
P/S 216 is the rm which we eat/sleep/play/bathe/chat/quarrel/sing/rush report/cry/laugh & snore.
Loves,
Candy
