Lets Run.

2010-05-20T19:36:00.003+08:00

Can't help it but to rant it out here.
The ache is too overwhelming.

I've made my most beloved disheartened.
A childish act for once is bearable, but second, its end that i might be facing.
When you love someone so much, you wish he will be there for you 24 hours 7 days.
I've never thought that my love could suffocate someone, i see only myself.

I am sorry that i've never given you time to have a breather
and yes i know career is the priority to you and so to me, i respect that and understand that.

I wouldn't want things to end up just like this.

If there is anything i can do, i'll do just anything to have you back.

I promise this is the last & only time it will happen.

I beg you not to leave.

loves.

2010-04-16T11:18:00.003+08:00

Oh man,

I've not laugh that much for ages.
i loveee catch-up & boyfriend ((=
But sorethroat+headache+flu is a nuisance to me now.

bleh.

2010-04-10T02:00:00.002+08:00

Dear friends, i miss you.

Its been long since we had a great laught together.

I miss the times we mug for exams.

I miss Science Lab. Computer Room. School Hall. Canteen. Parade Square!

I miss crying in the toilet over trival bestfriend-jealousy-thing.

I miss St.John.

Love you, my friends ((:

2009-10-23T12:45:00.002+08:00

About my birthday?
Its not a fab experience for my adulthood "celebration".

Eversince the 21st, i start to loathe birthday.

Yet, the "it" made me realized who should i treasure.

Candy

2009-08-07T15:18:00.001+08:00

Lie for it.
Spy for it.
Kill for it.
Die for it.
So you call it trust
But I say it's just
In the devil's game
Of greed and lust.

It can make one to lose their soul and mind.

Money,Money, You Are The Evil Evildoer.

2009-07-19T03:39:00.007+08:00

Dear Mr Nice Guy,

You may not know that i am your craziest fan in this whole wide world ( :
so here i am, writing to you to tell you, how much i adore you.

Have you ever realize that,
You make me smile like an idiot when i thought of you.
I adore your mischievous grin when you are up to no good.
I like your temperamant, you are always a gentlemen you know.
I like the way you being my QA, me being the Q while you, is my Answer!
I love how you became my bolster, tender arm indeed, hahahaha.
I love how happy i can be even when you snore.
I wish every part of yours, your little toe, little pinky, nose, mouth, everything could belong to me (:
I wish i could tuck you in my pocket when i went to work everyday ( :

Oh,btw, i prefer your left side view than the other, so random.
hurhurhur.

But sometimes, i'm upset over you too, do you know that.
I pouted when i realized that i love you more than you do.
My smile turned upside down when i'm without you.

Now that you have know i'v gone harewire because of you.
But do you know that,'
i've long passed you the key to my heart?

Candy

P.S. Love me moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ( =

2009-07-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

She runs into ex-him.

He is a filth.
Indeed he is.

And she know the choice she made was
absolutely the damnest right thing to do.

An 18 year old cheated by a 19?
Gracious, she doesn't even loved him back then.
She has to force her tears to cry for him & to keep him.
yeah, she was dumb.
Luckily, she wasn't that stupid to the extreme.

And when she tried to get over it, hornnny phone call came.
"i hope we can still be friends"
These were the last words she said to him, or something like that.
She called back shortly, just to show concern as a FRIEND.
And now when she recalled, she doesn't know it was quite a corny phone-call : X

Ohhh, im so proud of myself now.

Tra-la-la-la-la.

I miss Mr.Nice Guy already!
See, he is 10000000000000000000000000 times better in contrast.
( :

2009-07-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

I am so upset that I'm in a dilemma,
should i study or not.
If i do, how do i cope with it?
If i don't, how am i going to catch up with others?

2009-07-13T09:23:00.001+08:00

Somehow, she's not happy.

2009-07-03T16:28:00.005+08:00

We are having an issue with kacy.

TICS.

It must be all the rolling of grasses cause this much of a problem.
People, don't ever belittle Tics.
They are resilient, tough, determine bugs.
They wouldn't submit to death that easily,
not even when you tried to drown them with water+detergent!

They could be the size of a grain or as big as a red bean when they had suck enough blood from
your poor buddy.
They survive on blood, mainly from mammals.
You may think why human, a mammal too, doesn't have Tics problem.
Basically, it's because human's body temperature is lower than animal's,
hence, Tics seldom breed on environment that is lower than 39 degrees.
And if it's too late/you don't even bother to realize your pet's blood has been drank by
the little evil devil, your pet could die from low Red Blood Cells!

If you are already panicking by observation of your pet's extensive scratching and you suspect that it's not a SP!
bring it down to a VET or
you can purchase FRONTLINE PLUS/SPRAY at petshop/veterinary clinic.
Google for the product image before heading down to purchase.

I used the Frontline Spray, its super effective!
Spray some around the tiles/walls where your pet sleeps,
because pregnant TICS detach from the host and lay their babies on tiles crack/sofa/walls!
And,
ONE pregnant tics could give birth up to 3,000 babies!
imagine how BIG the issue we are facing now.

It's abeit late for us to notice kacy's condition.
It seems that it's been months she has TICS problem
She already has had so much bitting wounds on her body.
Imagine how BIG the issue we're facing now.
what a poor dog.
She even had profuse bleeding on her hinds.
) :

Hey Mr. Nice Guy, shall we hang OUT?
: X

2009-06-12T11:49:00.001+08:00

I am currently working as a temporary receptionist at a clinic.

The tasks are manageable, nonetheless, people are oftenly the one that you'll have a hard time with.

Thing goes like that,
as a receptionist, you will have the minimal respect.

You will have people who loves making a hell out of your life.
They complain the standard of services you provide at the counter and the attitude that you showed towards them.

However, when it comes to appreciation cards sent by customers,
do you see your name appearing on it?do you see RECEPTIONIST typed in there?

NAH.
The only heroes to the customers are the NURSES & DOCTORS.
"Who are the receptionist"?
They are JUST a RECEPTIONIST.

Will anyone appreciates the efforts the receptionist puts in?
Don't be naive!

Yes.
Customers are always right and their interest should always be placed before ours.

BUT,
sometimes, they simply abuse the previleges.

Even Mr Nice Guy is pissed by my OT.
Worked till 11pm and its not the first time Mr Nice Guy waited to have dinner with me till that late.

He's pissed and
he should be!
Because
I am too!

hurhurhur.

= X

2009-06-10T13:13:00.004+08:00

Know what?

I don't think i will ever get use to the day Mr Nice Guy is not around.

Oh well....

= )

Candy

2009-06-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

Oh well,
Apparently, Mr Nice Guy forgot that we have a Movie Date supposingly on Friday.

Great.
I don't think date ever exist btw us anymore.

Boho.

Candy

2009-06-05T11:30:00.005+08:00

KC/Kacy is back with us!!!
for quite sometimes though :x

She's an adult now ( :
I miss her puppy period.

Anyway, she is so much happier now & hyper!
I could hardly catch my breath when i bring her to ~~run~~ walk.

Still, i love her muchie to bites!

Btw, Mr Nice Guy and i brought her to groomer last Sunday...

Before grooming.
Was caught snapping at her,oppsy.

Her furry terrier fur ( :
She's a mini.schnauzer btw.

And...here comes...

The aftermath of grooming!

Aww...she doesn't like her schnauzer cut ):

Emo away.

Candy

2009-06-04T11:18:00.002+08:00

Date on friday ( :

he better remember.
*chuckles*

Candy

2009-05-30T09:24:00.001+08:00

Off to have fun!!!!!

2009-05-29T00:05:00.006+08:00

"How much does it cost?"

My shoulder sagged.

Women appreciate the beauty of effort men puts into a gift, packaging it with surprizes makes it perfect.
They wouldn't be please with hard cash given by men!
(Least, not for me.)

Even for a TAMAGOTCHI which i can afford too!!!

Oh, how i miss pampering and surprises.

2009-03-11T13:32:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that
I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

2009-03-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

Do i deserve just a little bit more?

Candy

2009-03-06T01:43:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when i kept my mouth shut, doesn't mean i don't care.
Sometimes when i said its ok, it doesnt mean its really ok.
Sometimes when i stare, i miss.

and

Sometimes, i just hope that you can bring her back to me...

Candy

2009-03-01T02:08:00.001+08:00

I have a secret i wanna share!!!

Oh no,no.

Lets wait till 21st March

: D

Candy

2009-02-26T06:01:00.000+08:00

Oh, exam is just around the corner.
In fact, its in 3 hours time -.-

Random,random.
Haven't been blogging recently.
Not to mention about pronouncing the
ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY with Mr. Nice Guy
( :
Erm..it falls on 16th Feb though,
Happy Procrastination!
Anda,
Happy Procrasted V.Day
-_-''

As people said, Things changed as time passes.
For me, not much.
Just that i've got a dog which was sent away, the misses are traumatizing.
Trust me.
Anda, i'm an aunt now.
Anda, im attached!
Anda, im graduating!

Time just vroom away so swiftly,
& my brain is fatally dead to think about my future....

RARRRRRRRRRR.

Candy

2009-02-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

The way i dreamt of having a puppy

wasn't like that...

The misses are devastating.

Candy

2009-02-10T10:20:00.002+08:00

3rd Day.

Candy

2009-02-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

I thought i could.

But i couldn't.

Candy

2009-02-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

Im waiting...

Candy

2009-01-29T20:40:00.003+08:00

Mistakes made are to be learnt,
as well as
to avoid.

Space to breathe.
Time to reflect.
You can't take when you're not giving in, right?

( :

I once had 2 perfect thing in my life.
Im left with one now.
Should'nt i cherish more on the one & only?

( :

Candy

2009-01-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

I don't need fancy pictures to blog about the happiness you've given me.

I don't need exaggerating phrase to brag about how beautiful my life has been.

With you of course.

( :

Candy

2009-01-13T00:02:00.003+08:00

Right now, at this very moment,
i can't resist the urge to pour down my sorrows and tears.

I know i will be terribly guilt-stricken,
i just wish,hope,pray that she can have someone to love her.

& she lives well.

Candy
All a woman wants is a hug of console or soothing words for comfort.

2009-01-03T18:12:00.002+08:00

Because of a particular someone, many are affected, even a poor little innocent creature.

grrrrr.

Candy

2008-12-30T00:43:00.003+08:00

Mr. Nice Guy is on hunger now
and im way far far away from him.

Wanted to ta-pou supper,
opened up my purse....
a miserable purple note folded in there.

WHAT CAN I BUY WITH & CAB DOWN TO FEED HIM WITH A MERE S$2?
Just so sorry that you got a poooooor girlfriend here.

I NEED A PART-TIME JOB.
Not just to feed myself, but KC too.
Any kind soul?

Guess, Mr Nice Guy gotta doze off with an empty stomach ) =

Awww...
he's so skinny already ) ' =

Candy

2008-12-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

One little, Two Little, Three Little
Kenny

Four little, Five Little, Six Little
KC

Seven Little, Eight Little, Nine Little,
Kenji

Ten Little,
Kayden, Boy, Boy, Boy!

Candy.

2008-12-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

Have not been taking pictures of baby princess.
(previous pictures are taken months & months ago...)

Though she doesn't act like one, she's one in my heart leh.
KC has turned brown-er!
Mr.Nice Guy said its due to the long period of time sun-tanning at the balcony,
in her playpent.

I prefer her fur to be black though.
She suits black i presume.
She reallyreally suits black.

-.-

Oh, whatever.

Anyway, shall take more of her pictures before she turn 1/sold!
But,
I need a CAMERA.

Santa, if you ever exist, answer my prayer,
pleaseeee = D

Candy

2008-12-14T16:00:00.002+08:00

Weather these days are awesome to snore your way through the
morning, noon, evening and night.

Really got to give a thumbs up to Mr. Nice Guy,
he ~~sleep~~hibernates really well.
Adding on to that, Kc spend most of her time napping too

Like owner, like pet
*lifted her shoulder and hands, showing a "what-to-do" sign.*

Still, started to feel comfortable to spend the days under the shelter (:

Oh-me-gawd, KC's been dropping teeth nowadays, adult tooth are sprouting out soon.
But we are having hard time with her teething period now, she chew and bite.

Bad KC. Bad Girl.
Gonna leave her and head out for Sedap makans P:

Oh, its just a hopeful assumption that the food will be nice later : )
Its the companions that matter (( :

Candy.

2008-12-05T00:07:00.005+08:00

I got a common test to attend on next tues
and
i have not started anything seriously.

8 lecture notes+textbook to digest
and
im still here typing & whinning & slacking.

Oh,(as i type, i remember)
i forgt that i started on chapter 1 this afternoon.
So, 7 more notes+textbook to go
Whats the difference?

I wish i could just wrap up everything
and
burnt it
and
gulp it down my throat
and
all the theories just came rushing up my pea brain.

Ok, what a random stupid post this is.
Goodnight.

Candy.

P.S. i miss KC badly ) :

2008-12-03T21:12:00.004+08:00

Got a badbadbadbadbadbad feeling the moment i woke up, feels like im in a dump.

As expected, nothing goes on smoothly today.
How beings' emotions changed so rapidly.
Happy yesterday, gloomy for today, tomorrow?
Pray for it to be better then.

Pray.

Candy

P.S. Lecturer stood us up, how bad is today?tell me.

2008-12-02T12:04:00.005+08:00

Simple thing such as,
snuggling beside Mr. Nice Guy while the soothing sunrays sift through the soft curtain,

makes me feel so much contented ( :

Candy.

P.S. our little black lamb is lack of pictures people, buy her a camera please! = D

2008-11-27T07:53:00.002+08:00

Like i mentioned before, its Kacy introduction here.

Kacy is bought by Mr Nice Guy & we initially named her Teresa.
However, my almighty mum got a better name for her, KC
its Kenny+Candy, ok, hold your puke for later please.

Then we found out that we cant keep her.
Thus, to summarize, she doesnt have a place to stay.
After alotalotalot of changing houses,foster-mums,
she ended up at Mr Nice Guy's house temporary,
Which i think & feel that she's much happier.

The name KC has been changed by one of her foster-mum to Kacy,
as she thinks that Kacy is more define, define as in define Kacy's a girl.
Not that i think KC looks like a boy!

Anyway, its really a dilema to sell Kacy away.
Becus i don't find any faults on her, ok,
just that she love chewing on to slippers, rags,
love being a Kapo as well, sniffing around the dustbin area-sneakingly
& supervise you wherever you go.

Well, she's a good girl as well, i can swear over my dead body & you can cross it.
She rarely bark, doesnt bite
& listen to your command,well most of the time,DUH.

As Kacy can only stay with Mr Nice Guy for a temporary period,
guess we'll have to wait for buyers who i EMPHASIZED alot,
He/She MUST be a PETLOVER.
Petlover as in care & love Kacy & can reallyreally take care of her.
Im guilty enough to sell her off, so, PLEASE don't let me be guilt-stricken
by making her life with the new-owner to be hideous.
) =

Ok,you can puke now.
( =

Candy.

2008-11-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

I know one day she will have to leave.

Still, She's the best-est gem i've ever met.

People, say hi to KaCy, my soon-to-be-sold puppy schnauzer.
Introduction will be made in the next post
(( =

Candy.

2008-11-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

If you ask me about Mr. Nice Guy, what i can say is that,

He is everything that i am not.

: )

Candy

2008-11-12T22:28:00.005+08:00

I said: Conducting Online Survey is Time Consuming.

People stared.

I said: Ya, it is what. Because you don't have to travel around to meet ppl face to face for interview, just conduct it at home!Time Consuming!

Jean: Candy...then it should be Time Saving!

I said: I was saying that what!

Everyone:.......................................

Projects = high usage of brain cells = creation of more dead cells = malfunction of brain cells = the above scenario descibed

I LOVE PROJECTS MAN!
= S

many love,
Candy

2008-11-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

What i did today?

1)Called some Tom-Dick-Henry from some nobody-knows country-asking for facial appointment -_-
2)Checked the wrong timeslot for movies when Mr.Nice Guy kept asking me to double confirm

Oh, i so can't wait to find out what kind of nonsense can i come up with.

*Nice Saturday btw ( :

With love,
Candy

2008-11-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

At this point of time, when you are running the final lap of your studies (presuming)

eveything is overwhelming, sad to say, proooooo-ject(S) make it so.
Now, you need to work extra hard than before,
not like the youngsters nowadays anymore, hang out as & when they like, join their fa-vo-rite CCA, skip lessons & simply ENJOY life.

Now, i see myself gg school even on weekends!
WHICH is smth that i've never-ever-ever done before, what isit for?
PROJECTS.

Bah,
i look like an old hag.
No life, no laughter, no youth!

Which this resulted to my diet habit.
I notice that when im feeling distress, i express it on FOOD.
SIN,SIN,TERRIBLY SIN.

Strict diet, i must observe.

HECK,
What a life is this man!
Gotta find some entertainment, SOOON.
i'll go bonkers if not so.

With loves,
Candy

2008-10-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Is there anything else but not
NOTHING?

2008-10-12T22:00:00.005+08:00

She's cute.

many loves,
candy

2008-10-11T16:11:00.003+08:00

After so much of rantings.

Tired.

Disappointed.

Guilt-Stricken.

yet,
ironically, on the other hand,
feel very much being loved.

with love,
Candy

2008-10-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Be Back Soon For Updates!

With Love,
Candy

2008-09-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

Yes.Yes.

I know, i haven't been updating recently, well for quite sometime as to say.

You know, after returning home, i don't really have much of the luxury time to
click-clack-click on the lap-top!

Singapore is so stressssssssss.
Period.

Okay, so, its after 6th September, i should have post something blah blah about MY birthday celebration.
Well, i did enjoy myself , with my love of course.
Thanks for the effort on the surprizes ( =
Amazing night we've shared.
*chuckles*

Oh ya, Thanks GINA LIM.YUAN.EUNICE.WEN AN.GUE for giving me my very first
birthday cake!
Thanks Audris.Cai.Anson for giving me the very first birthday surprise (( =

BUT,BUT....
sad to say that, due to my careless-ness,
i left my phone in the car & camera was taken by my sister.
kenny doesnt have a camera, like me, he left his phone in the car as well.
How nice, a birthday without Pictures and Flashes.
(shouting vulgarities in my head NOW.)

HOWEVER, fortunately, a waitress at the fine Japanese resturant located at River Valley Road,
kindly snap some pictures of us.

Basically, its a tad screw up for this year's celebration.
No pics.
No memories recorded.
Secondary friend's weren't be able to share my joy.

Hey, i thought things will be better when im back?

I doubt so now.

*Still, im glad i've got you with me.
Everyday's like a Birthday now = D

Loves,
Candy

2008-08-15T08:12:00.000+08:00

So much for procrastination.

and here i am, im BACK in S'PORE!
Touched down on 9th August, yep, on S'PORE 42th BIRTHDAY = )
I dint manage to catch fireworks on the plane btw.

Been rushing for report and finally, dateline is due 18th!
-_-''
Procrastination really kills.

Bygone the stressssss!

2008-08-05T01:51:00.002+08:00

Its 1:52AM.

Everyone should be getting all cozy in their blanket now
but
not me.

Why?
I asked myself that too.

Im tired.
Still, i couldn't get the sleepy eye of mine to rest.

Perhaps, its because of the day to go home is drawing near
and oh my, oh my, why am i finding myself to be so tensed up?

Well,as known as a pessimist to all my friends, yup,
i worry.
Its great to be welcome back home of course!
But, somehow, i had really sink into the life here.
It feels like im leaving my "home" to somewhere else.
Just like the time when i left for here in Singapore.

I started to worry about picking pieces up back in Singapore,
like everything needed to be start from scratch.
Worry about how people might changed or even forget me!

I reckon that there are people who have a change of view on me indefinitely,
base on stuffs that happened here.
There are many things that i wish i didn't do/say
There are many things that i wish i had done/said.
So much of the "wishes" list at the very last few moments huh.

Wait, did i mention here as "Home" just now??
Well, guess after 6 months, i can't really bear to say:
"im merely living in a hostel" anymore.

To me, its more like a "Home" now.
Though far fetch from my Home.

Sigh.
Time just flew by with a blink, it feels like i was wailing to go home just yesterday
and now, i can't bear to leave.
=.=

Nevertheless, i would veryveryvery much want to show my gratitudes.
Thank You Mrs Sue Tan for giving me this Once-In-A-Lifetime chance.
Thank You Uncle Thomas for the offer.
Thank Miss Tay for the constant reminders.

and of course, without them, i wouldn't realize how many changes i should make on myself.

For many times i've said, Yonglin is such a kind girl to the extent that i feel like shaking her
awake and because of this, she taught me alotalotalotalot, not just literally though.

She is just this one sweet girl that make me realize that even as you age, you can stay lively & bubbly too, streetsmart as well (: Sinyee's the sunshine yeah.

He totally changed my view on him when i spotted the studious side of him.Yep, thats Mr Gue.
Eugene.

Chin was the one who let me know how friend can be so precious & hard to forget.
Though it seems too late for me to realize, still, Thanks (:

Okay Dokey, Shan't get emotional and all now.
1 more day to go & i gotta bid the Room 216 goodbye.

Can't wait to go home
yet
Can't bear to leave "home"

P/S 216 is the rm which we eat/sleep/play/bathe/chat/quarrel/sing/rush report/cry/laugh & snore.

Loves,
Candy

2008-08-03T19:32:00.001+08:00

We are very much doing well.

Loves,

Candy

2008-07-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

Im on Secret Mission!

Since, i've mentioned SECRET mission...

Of course must keep it a secret right?

hahahaha.

Loves,
Candy

2008-07-27T20:07:00.003+08:00

BILL GATES

Was reading a biography on Bill Gates (ok, i know that i should've
knew about him at my fingertip by now)
Anyway, i was amazed by his establishments,forecasts & determination.
He see things from another view of horizon, wider than the normal-beings.

He never rest his mind(apart from sleeping, Duh.)
never fails to come up with new software,
i think we ought to examine his brain like scientist did to Einstein.

All and all, what im trying to say is, simply put it in 1-2-3 word.
HE IS BRILLIANT.

not to mention, he is hardworking as well.
Working 18 hours a day, constantly drawing up a perfect timeline
in order to have his time utilize efficiently without wasting a single second.

Look at me now.
At the age of 2-0, still searching for a goal/reason to have my life move on.
Bill was already studying on softwares/computers when he was at MY age.

T_T

I wanna have a goal, something for me to keep my engine
& drive going.
Soon,soon,
SOOOOOOOOON...

i tell myself -_-

Love,
Candy

2008-07-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

To whom may concern,
She's okay now.

Thanks for those who has been there to advise
& shower concern on me.
Most importantly, that is you, Serene Ho (:
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Life has always been fair.
You give & you'll take and if you don't,
well, you get a smack on your arse then.

I think i will be a millionaire if i start charging money on this question,
Will i miss this place?

Honestly speaking, initially,
I can't wait to leave this place in horror.
(nth related to work&all)
Gradually, i started to have things i miss.
Needless to say, Of course its the foooooood la!
Then, its the beuuuuut-ti-ful surroundings that i have ever
seen.
Mountains and mountains standing there waiting for you
to take a bite of its tip!
Then, be it pleasant or ugly, the memories spent with the rest
are unique to me.
No words can described.

Then,then,then...

Im leading a life whereby God has been kind to me.
Yet,I've noticed that i've taken things for granted, mostly.
Be it my love, family, friends or colleagues.
Still, I can't do anything for the damages i've made in the past,
though im dying to.
You can't possibly be crying over a spilled milk do you?
Things said can never be taken back.
Actions done can never be un-done.

When you can't be in there, you are just like a square
forcing to be part of the circles.
A line is drawn, subconciously.
There's no way you or rather i can breach it.

All i want to do very much, be a kind soul now&then.
May i have the chance please?
(:

Though sadness overwhelmed me,still i have to say,
Yes, i will miss this place for sure.
(:

Oh, did i just gave away my millinaire question's answer?

Loves,
Candy

2008-07-20T11:46:00.005+08:00

It feels like everything has been taken away from me
at that instant.

Just how much it hurts more than a break up.

Loves.

P/S
Please don't question me about it.
For, i might just break down again.

2008-07-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

Im Hot!

Im Hot!

Im Hot!!

Oh, please don't get me wrong.

I mean im feeling hot with the killer UV ray and the sizzling sun which has the temperture shoots up to 34 degree celsius!

You can fry an egg on me now.

Loves,
Candy

2008-07-16T19:39:00.005+08:00

Its our Day again!!!

HAPPY WOOPIE 5th!
I am lucky to be yours(:
Lets count down to 6th soon please!

well, boyfriend and i had kinda the "Date" issue gg on.
You see, because we decided to get together in the mid-night of 15th which is
on the other hand consider to be 16th as well.
So, we sorta have a dilemma on whether to settle on 15th or 16th.
After much discussion, we decided on 15th The-Mid-Night.

Sounds like we havent decide yet hor?
teee-heee
= D

Anyhow, i always enjoy chatting with Boyfriend
and the nonsensical matters we talk about.

which is like:
Boyfriend: Do you still remember what did i wear on our first date?

Me: Of cus!blue collar shirt(Specifically pointed out:Tucked out),jeans & brown shoes.

Boyfriend: Woah, i don't even remember...

Me: What about me?!?!?!

Boyfriend: er...Dress?Grey?Blue?

Me: =.=''

Eventually, he got it right in the end, after several guesses.
Guess its a disappointment for any girls
who have their bf not having a
ny recollection of their attire on their important day huh.

But hey!My man has a different(funny) kinda way to show that he cares!

Boyfriend: Then, do you know hw many herbs i put in for your medicine(chinese)?

Me: Who will observe such thing!?!?!?

Boyfriend: I do. 3 leaves & 135ml of water.

Me: =.='''''''''''
(notice i gt more '''''' )

Oh well, men tend to be careless and all, thats why women exist right?
We are the more sensitive and sentimental creature.
Still, on the contradictive part, part of me hopes that
you can remember my everything (;

still, I will love you more&more&more.

Loves,
Candy

2008-07-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

Im sorry mummy.

Guess that i have a better excuses for skipping dishes in the future
as i believe i had washed enough(last 5mths)which can last me for a lifetime.

*Chuckles*

Loves,
Candy

2008-07-12T19:18:00.007+08:00

New blogskin again!
((:
More color added!

I quit creating/editing skins, make things easier this way by simply adopting other's talent.
Anyway, im sorta lay back frm the new generation now BECAUSE, most of the skins are created by kids aged 12,13 or so. OH MY, i can no longer catch up with the IN thing/what we call TECHNOLOGY nowadays huh.

Anyhow, its just blogskins.
At least im still keeping up with fashions right?Which this is ,my greatest comcern.

What have i been working on recently?
Well,resort is in a Busy Mode now, more customers!
oh yay, more motivations, esp when we gt to organize program & i host too!
Been having all kinds of thoughts and wasn't sure whether i am on the right track, hopefully, uncle Thomas [The Almighty Boss] will be able to direct us.
And he's coming in 3days time!

*CROSS FINGERS*

Add on to that,PHOTO:

Loves,
Candy

P.S. Its tiresome to keep havinf erro with the spelling, i typed in the dark btw.

2008-06-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

What else can i ask for more,
when i have the most beautiful thing by my side.

Love.

(:

Loves,
Candy

2008-06-25T18:53:00.004+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee~

Sososososososo HAPPY!
after missing sooo much sleep
Im finally done with it((:
and thanks to Yongling!
She helped me alot alot alot,
even sacrifice her sleep because of me :X
wow!

And what is the "it" about?

Shhhhhhhhhhhhs.

*chuckles*

Loves,
Candy

2008-06-13T18:06:00.003+08:00

When you thought everything is gg smoothly on your plan list,

It just has to be screwed up by external reasons.ppl.forces.situations.

I don't think i've gt the energy&drive to complete whatever task i've got on hand.

Its not the anger that infatuated within me.
Its heartaches.

Loves,
Candy

2008-06-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DAY!

= D

Because of You! (:
Because of Mum!
Because of Friends!

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

Endless of thank yous!

Loves,
Candy

2008-06-04T01:54:00.002+08:00

Dear,

Time is moving on so slow.

Can i be bestowed the power to turn the clock running 100times faster?
So, i can run to you, to your side, within 1 second.
So, i'll be able to hold your hands, laugh&smile with you &hug&kiss. you.
So, i'll be able to apologise to you for all the waitings&callings.
So, i'll be able to make up to you.
So, i'll be able do things tt i've been wanting to do for you.

Dear ah,

I still rmb when you first told me " i miss you", day before New Year's Eve.
I still rmb where you first kissed me at the cheek, Science Centre.
I still rmb hw you rush back home when i said i miss you.
(:

Im gg strong.
Are you?

2008-06-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

I've been asking my mates this,
What's the first thing you're gg to do when you're back in S'pore?

Yonglin: Slp
Chin:Slp
Xinyee: A Big Feast
Eugene: Whatever erm-hump do

As for me, i wanna do more than that(:
already gt some plans in mind((:
Esp for BF.
: D

I know, I know,
Its only the start of June and i shouldnt be planning on what to do in August,
which is like 2 months later?

but the excitement just make me thinking Non-Stop
Just cant wait till the day to arrive & work on the things i've yearn sososo much!

Shall plan on it when my Visa has been finalised.
And oh please, oh please, i know its selfish for me to ask&pray,
Just gt me back A.S.A.P

Just feel tt the longer i stay, the more i've lost in myself and others.
Opps, i left the real me back in S'pore!

Nonesense -_-

Well, i know this is kinda random & simple
Still, i really owe my mum&honey a big
THANK YOU

For, mummy has nvr stop worrying for me&constantly reprimanding me this & that.
For, my love has been sooooo tolerating&patient to me, even when i throw tantrum and blah nonsensical stuffs frm time to time.

Im contented to have you&you.
really.
(3

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-31T14:29:00.001+08:00

Goodness.

I sorta saved my blogskin TEMPORARILY.
Am still trying to edit more yeah.

Oh,JUNE has come btw!
rarrrr.
Can't wait till it hit JULY yeah.

Misses for ORCHARD ROAD, BAR-CHOR-MEE, HOR-FUN, TIRAMISU, CHEESECAKE ETC
just make me go wild&impatient!

and Opps.
Had a lil drink last night.
It was fun though i made a fool out of myself after what?
2 1/2 cups of beer?

YES.
Im not good with alcohol.
Well, ppl are bound to be good & bad on smth &
i just happened i sucks in this.
So, i can't be blamed.
= D

and oh-my, oh-my
i went playing with M&N, forming into alphabet "K"
and telling my friends:
K represent *****!*****!*****!
=_='''

Know what,
At a certain phrase of life,
you'll start asking yourself,
What have you lost?
What have you done?
& most importantly,
What have you achieve?

Okay, besides for my satisfying grades i had back in secondary school,
i dont think im really proud of gaining anything.

Its time to really Grow-Up.
I mean GROW UP.
Parents are no longer the pilar for you to rely on.
For, you shall be the one who support them.

Im not sure whether im able to make it though,
yet, i believe at least i;ll try to((:
Shall see when im back.

JULY-BABY, im calling you!

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-26T11:38:00.001+08:00

Just one day,

I miss Bf's call&sms alr

)=

Quick!
can't wait till night time
*my love (:*
=)

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-25T17:24:00.002+08:00

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Rushing for report, makes me bonkers & all.

&

I don have the freaking leisure time to solve my blog's backgrd prob, so, just leave it.
: S

YUCK.

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-22T11:53:00.001+08:00

FEAST.FEAST.FEAST!

Back to the town for awesome food to satisfy our longing needs!

hahahahhahaa.

We explored much of the city area and found one restaurant with BETTER service, Thumbs up gormet & Pleasant Ambience.
Their standard can be compared with S'pore's restaurant actually.

Just so you know, we were recommended by the prev. batch of student to this particular restaurant, their food is grr, their service rarrr!
I've never waited for my food for SO long ever in my life.45mins?
So, hell they go.
I'll never wanna patronize them anymore.

Ogay.
So, basically, we enjoy the feasting & feeding.
hurhurhur.

I am showing FATS evidently now!

SIGH.

Chin's Newzealand Steak.

Yonglin's Mix Grill.

Salad.

My Butter Scotch Fish Fillet p=

Eugene had Set meal.
Well, didnt manage to capture Their food as we were alr busy feasting.
-_-

Eugene's Tuna Salad.

Opps,

Did i mention that the total bill cost about 311RMB?

Which is like S$60plus ???

Which is like avg.cost per pax is S$12??

Which is like MY MEAL costed only S$8???

Which is like SO WORTH IT right!?!?!?

After which, we rushed over to meet the office ppl for the BIG WALK.

The big walk was organized for the purpose of supporting the 512 Earthquake which caused about more than 50,000 victims.

This event does not require you to fork out any $$ but your spirit&encouragement for those who are suffering out there.

Thus,

As we walk, we were gg:

中国加油，深圳顶住！

Our manager,Jia Lun, was giving speech to us.

The crowd was so Overwhelming till we were like

0_0
They were all sorta praying & cheering for the victims.

The guys bought China Flags to show their support.

We were given yellow ribbon, which, to them symbolised Love.

and to us, thought its for the Yellow Ribbon Project-Help Unlock The 2nd Prison?

Okays!

Gotta retreat back to Mountain today.

Sigh.

Honestly, i love both places alot.

But well, city-gooers like me still prefer buzzing lifestyle huh.

Loves,

Candy

2008-05-19T19:49:00.003+08:00

I think none of my friend will ever have the leisure time to pause & think like what im doing now.
Think about what?
Think about the future la!(yeah, its always e future, DUH)

since, i can afford to think now (:

Think about stuff like:
University,
Job Pursue
Blah
Blah
Blah.

But then again, retreated back to reality,
I think i went too far fetch.
Humans love to dream big though.

Nah.
Im stumbled by it.
Its time consuming to think of smth that MIGHT only happen in e FUTURE.
We need to look at NOW.

So yeah, i need to be realistic.
I don wanna hold too much hope on smth, someone & myself for e future.
Its Silly.
Who knows what might happen at e very next second?

So, anyway, MSN-ed & Webcammed with few of my friends.
Have been asking them to eat...
BAR-CHOR-MEE on my behalf.
I MISS IT SO-SO MUCH la!

Well, in-e-end,
Only Ah Cai answered to my request.
hurhurhur.

Was discussing about all kinds of stuff with Bee
&
hey!dint expect to share so much with her!
hah.

& Webcam Craze hit upon us!
She's sucha funny lovable babe tt i enjoy chatting with
tee-hee-hee.

65 more days!
Gotta stay strong!
Here we go!
((:

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-17T18:53:00.001+08:00

With love, welcomed kayden on 17th May 2008, 6:53pm.
(3

OFFICIALLY AN AUNTIE ((=
CANDY-AH-YI
(((((:

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-17T10:16:00.000+08:00

I feel Shits.

2008-05-16T11:59:00.001+08:00

To, the one who warmth my heart & soul

HAPPY 4th Month(3

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

Well,today is just another day!

Oh, no.
Its..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
((:

Sent a msg to my mum which goes like:

老妈！母亲节快乐！等我回来一起八卦啊！
HAPPY MAMA’S DAY! I LOVE YOU!

－Ah Girl

Mum was really caring to me.
She calls everyday to check on me(:
Well,though we might not in gd terms in the past
But i hope, thru this experience, our r/s will be closer like sticky glue
hahahhahaa.

Im contented with what i have now.
With a caring mum & a perfect boyfriend, as well as my butties((:

Im sooooo glad tt bf calls almost everyday.
Everynight after 8, i'll find myself peeping at the phone.
Pinning for his call is like a small little kid waiting for x'mas presents((:

I feel so fortunate tt there's someone so dearly waiting for me to be home.
I don't like leaving my love ones alone):
Who likes it huh?

Oh wells,
Time will pass by quickly
&
its alr 2 mth plus away!
&
I'll be boarding the plane
&
Home Sweet Home Sin-ga-por-la!
((((3

Loves,
Candy

P/S *The further im away from you, the deeper my love sinks(:*

2008-05-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

SUMMER is here ppl!

Welcomed by the exhilarating view the momemt i gt out of my rm((:

Envy huh?

((:

Well, you can get your sassy boots here by plane to Nanning(direct flight),

we can make some arrangement for you!((:

I really need to admit, these are what S'pore will never have!

Still,

i can't wait to go home :X

Im having difficult time here btw.

its ALL because of HIM.

yes, i assume that this irritating,disgusting,annoying,buzzing Housefly is a MALE.

Why?

Because out of 50 rms, it choose to stay in our girl's rm.

And, do you notice i mentioned STAY????

Yupp.

It has been here for the past 2 weeks!

O.M.G.

I thought it'll automatically fly its way out when we're gone to Town.

But no,

it has been waiting to welcome us back.

Will flies ever die ppl?

I donno because they look all the SAME.

guess what?

Out of 3 girls, it choose to buzzzzz ard me.

Rarrrrrrrrrrr.

Im woke up by its buzz ard my ears.

Perhaps its attracted by my overwhelming female hormones? 0_0

Yuck.

Im not a Houseflyly ok..

and i can never be your the-other-half Mr.Fly.

Maybe, it has been waiting for me to blog about Him!

like he goes flying ard me+my ears gg:

Shoot me!Shoot me! i wanna be blogged!so,Take my picture!!

See,im posing on ur cosmetic pinkish bag!!hurry!

-_-

Gg nutcase because of a fly...

So, Xiaxue has trouble with Lizards over there in S'pore

While...

ME?

FLY?!?!?!?!

Hey, lizards problem is easy to solve, easy to catch as well.

But

FLY????

Just like its name, it flies ard!

the only equipment to catch it is

Chang Ying Pai -_-''

I can't believe that i am blogging about HIM!

& oh no...

3/4 of it is about THIS FLY????

ok..

i gotta stop..

stop blogging about HIM

I mention about HIM again!

Nauseous Housefly.

yuck.

2008-05-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

WAKE UP!

WAKE UP!!!

YONG LIN,CHIN WOO...

LATE FOR WORK ALR!!

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and its,

3:30AM.

-__-;

I actually woke my friends up for work in the middle of the night,
when its pitch black outside.

I can't be blamed.
REALLY.

Because Bf called and i thought it my alarm went off.
I think im too stress up?
Who will believe it man!
hahahahhaaa.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Thats so retarded.
-_-

He called because...well, think there's no need to reveal too much yeah.
Anyway, its sweet(:

Chatted for awhile because my phone went...
---------BEEEEEEEEEEP-----------

Battery went dead.
Shit.

I don't know why
but
sometimes,i've gt this feeling running over me.
Am im being too sensitive or....

I don't know...

Faith & Trust is the only thing i can hold onto dearly now.
If its broken, im broken as well.

So,please don't break it.
&
I know you'll not.

P/S IM JUST BEING EMOTIONAL ONCE A WHILE OK.

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

Just a packet of milk, im contented for the journey dwn(:

Yepp, we took the morning bus from resort to CITY!
With glorious fooooooood awaiting for us once again (:
But well, we shan't forget about our task here.

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Anyway,

桂林－电子科计大学

Thanks to the local attachment student, Xiao Ru, we are able to visit the local University(this is not one of our task btw)
It is indeed proven that Chinese(I mean chinese in china) are real hardworking.
The library is constantly occupied by students, not there to chat like NP students -_-
but, there to study, read & revise.

Oh, i feel guilty now.
For misusing the facilities in NP, to play,play & play only.
HAH.
I did did some studies too okay.

Mombai-India!
pardon for the one behind me, if you do notice his fingers.

Replies to Tags:

QQin, you can call me anywhere,anyday but not after 8pm :X
hahahahahahhaa.

Ching, I MISS THE FUNS TOO!as always.

Rene, lurf you manu many too(:

Bee, you're one sweet honey bee to your bf too yeah : D

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-06T18:02:00.003+08:00

Love is not about having just someone beside you.
It is not about making tales in order to be loved.
And not about pretending someone you're not to fall in love.

I learnt it.
from someone & someone.

&
Im still learning,
not from someone & someone anymore.
But from him.

Because of you, im learning to love & to be loved.
Because of you, im willing to change.
Change, not to please you, not to pretend
but for a better me.

89 more days to go.
We can make it((:

Im grateful for the things you've done.

P/S its for you and only you.Always.

P/S/S well, you knw who *chuckles*

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-05T21:26:00.001+08:00

Have you ever wonder that your mind can be easily manipulated by others?
Easily influenced by other's decisions or opinions?

Lets say it this way,
While you were in a dilemma of making a choice out of so many variety of baverages,
your friend ordered-Hot Chocolate
To make things easier for yourself, you go along with him/her.

Yeah,its nothing serious tts worth pushing you into a deeper thought.

But, have you actually seen the other side of it?
A follower.
People who are being indecisive tends to follow the others who are ahead of them,others who made decision before they can make one themselves.
Im one of them.

Looking from a bigger view, in life, there are many decisions await for you.
Many others around me have started thinking/planning about their future.
A degree?
Advance Diploma?
Work?

Me?
My future?
I don't know, seriously.
I loathe making decision for myself, because without fail, i find myself contradicting with my own mind and ended up with regrets, always.
It is an agony for me to make decision, i will fill my empty pea brain with all kinds of doubts and what-ifs.

Yet,
through this journey of learning,though i did regret for quite sometimes.
Life is not just a cup of beverage.
I would not want to see my life as a cup of Hot Chocolate.

Even if im gonna regret.
At least, i'll not regret for ordering just any kind of beverage because others ordered it.
Period.

I yearned to lead a simple life.
Enough to spend.
Comfortable with an HDB flat.
Contented with public transport.

Well, how much money must i have in order to have ENOUGH to spend?
Money is always never enough.
Period.

Honestly,
Who doesn't want to earn big bucks in this world?
for those who doesn't, you're lying to yourself.

Won't you be going wow-woo when you saw a lambo zoom past?while you and your mates started going "Oh-man, tt guy must be filty rich"!!

Don't you wish that you'll be like them?

No, im not being materialistic here.
Im just trying to ask, don't you wish you will be like tt guy sitting in the lambo and leading a successful life?

Which woman doesnt love Chanel,Burberry,LV...?
Again, if you said you're not, you are practically lying to yourself again.
Wont you be flattered and flustering with joy when you're being presented with a Burberry handbag or Channel perfume?
For me, i do fancy branded stuf,
Yet, i would rather earn them with my own bare hands than seeing myself demanding/begging it frm my bf.
Woman need not rely on men so much to archieve smth.

Life is alll about money.
But
in my life, there is Money of course.
However,
Love & Family & Friends have a superior positions above it.

Anyway,
im just having random thoughts about money&life, got stumbled by it the moment i got out of bed.
hahahhahahha.

tts all folk!

Loves,
Candy

2008-05-04T17:21:00.008+08:00

New blogskin(((:

Though im not quite satisfied with it...
well,
thats the best i can come up with what..
So,just stick on to it(:

You'll be much happier if you're easily contented right!

Anyhow,
havent been updating about my life in China.
Oh, for those who're still in the "huh,what?!" state,
i shall announce again: CANDY LEONG is currently under attachment somewhere in CHINA
-_-

Im not gonna have the details about my work here, because its sensitive.
You never know, somewhere there will be "someone" somehow related to something reading it!!
Okay, dont be confuse.
In conclusion, im blogging less about my work, thus, i guess, i'll not have much to blog about?!?!?!

No,no,no.
No worries, i'll blog about the entertainments here!

Just on 1st May, we had the Mee-Fen festival.
Well, there's no history or legendary tale about it.
Mainly, its to attract TOURIST -_-
They did! they attracted us BUT, i don't think we'll ever visit it again for, its totally like PASAM MALAM in s'pore la.

-Shall post pictures abt it "soon"

After 20 years of my life, apart from mince meat porridge,plain porridge,sweet potato porridge..ETC

I didn't know that there're red bean porridge,sweet corn porridge,barley porridge...!!
Not just that i feel outdated in S'pore, im outdated here as well-__-''
Because dear told me he had it before...

Apparently, these are the healthy diet((:
and one of the kind sweet-hearted staff cooked for us to try((:

I knw it doesnt look appetizing but it does taste gd okay.
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Encountered some bird incidents (notice tt i emphasis on incidentS)
We saw a DEAD bird lying outside the company's door while we're on our way back,
then, the guys came to our rm with an ALIVE one, its a young birdy (opps, sounds wrong)
Guess both birds are somehow related?

Mother & son?
Brother & sister?
or
distant relatives on visit?
0_0

Sadly, it doesnt know how to fly yet,hence, the guys kept it by using a basket as a cage.
The guys fed it with raisins!!!Im sorry for being this->!!!!
But, RASINS???
Especially preserved raisins???
i thought since bird belongs to the nature world, well, THIS bird(k, lets name it TWEETY)..not caged, it should be fed on things which are NATURALLY grown and not through chemical process?
Well, i just feel tt everything shld be NATURAL what!

Okay, i think im getting overboard abt it.
Its their bird anyway(opps, sounds wrong again, ah hahaha!)
But i fed it some Raw Walnuts which i think Tweety ignore it just like how it ignore the rasins.
This birdy is real stubborn, trying to put on strike by starving?!

Anyway, as for the DEAD bird, i intended to bury it.
yeah, like what you watch in the show, dig a deep deep hole and put the dead bodies and pile back the soil.
BUT
because i wasn't able to get the tools,the staff suggesed 水葬 instead of 土葬...
Managed to get the pictures of the DEAD bird but not the TWEETY,im simply too lazy la.
HEY!that doesnt mean im a saddist ok?

Poor lil thing )":

It looks pathetic in this way -_-'''
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When im free, apart from having my mouth exercising with foood constantly, i work my hands too!
Not for grabbing food of course!
But Cross-Stitching!
I love it(:

Thanks dear(((3

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-29T08:48:00.001+08:00

Oh,

I never fail to screw up.

NEVER.

2008-04-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

IM HAPPY TODAY!!!

guess why???
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OPPS!
Too bad!
Im not gonna reveal it.
Tee-heeeeee : D

2008-04-27T13:58:00.004+08:00

Less than ONE MONTH till kayden's out!!
Im gonna be an Aunt sooon
(:

The Ultra-Sound Scan.

Sis's tummy is like a Huge-Gigantic-Soft Ball.

Im sorry.
Im guilty ):
I'll not do it ever again.
Trust me.
Please.

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-24T18:25:00.003+08:00

Today was pretty well spent (:

Helped at the restaurant.
& then, customers headed for meeting.

& then,
I was asked to stand in the meeting room in case they need anything.
Well, i did as they requested
and stand
and stand
and stand.

Nothing needed.

Oh yar, i was yelled by one of e customer.
Well, some of the them do have way too much demand.
Still, we will try to fuilfil their needs yeah.

Helped for housekeeping
improved(=

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-23T10:49:00.008+08:00

d

Welll, while im chatting with my friend, Bee.
She showed me this website,
so full of kinky-wacky-funky comics!
http://www.nataliedee.com/nd-archives/ndarchive-feb03.php

you'll get yourself giggling as you move on with the pics
=))

Now,

the following message will get you mushy up.

BEWARE.
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

For its dedicated to Him(:

Dear you,

Can i...

Kiss you every single day?

Embrace the future tgt with you&only you((:

Nest in your arms every night (:

Nurish under your love ((;

Yearn for your love till we've grown old&white(;

Just so you know, its you, Kenny(:

So,can i??((((:
*winks*

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

Im...

Twisted.
Muted.
Shutted
&
Broken.

But with you,
your voice,
your words,
I feel soso much comforted
&
warmed.

I may not be like what i used to be now.
But,
I believe i will.
Once,
Im back home.
To the arms of my friends and love ones.

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-21T15:39:00.002+08:00

and so,

BOB THE BUILDER,
(CAN WE FIX IT?!)

BOB THE BUILDER,
(YES WE CAN!)

I've been BOB,office girl & not to mention, a Shrew.
So,
Whats for tomorrow??

Bob's job is quite interesting actually.
*chuckles*

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

Okay!
I know i missed a whole loads of entry,
there's a reason behind it ok.

I'll make it short & brief.
Attachment student was admitted to hospital and yeah, i spent the days in hospital with her.
Shan't digress further, for its enough for those i informed yeah.

Anyway, that's not the highlight.

What i wanna say is,
Thanks for those who has been there for me through all these days ((=
Now i know what true friend is yeah, color right jean?
heh heh heh.

Seriously, this friend of mine, Jean Kong, she never fails to entertain me,
eventhough we are like miles apart?
She's in Shanghai
Im in Guilin
HAHAHAHA.
Love her ((:

Dear,thanks for holding me so strong and firm (:

2008-04-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

LEVEL UP!
&
POWER UP!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ((=

*my love(:*

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-09T10:43:00.011+08:00

Mini-Spongebob is OFFICALLY added into e family ((:

China Mask is not bad eh!It has been experimentally tested by us (:

We are re-treating back to the mountain tmr!
and i really donno when will we be back, for alll i'll miss is the FOOD in e city.
BAH.

2008-04-08T14:07:00.006+08:00

Friend was admitted into e hospital due to stomach upset.
He was dripped, 4 bottles in a row.
Wow.

At there, we realized..
Whatever you have, any illness you gt..even a broken leg
They just D.R.I.P you.

Well, at least he feels better now yeah (=
4 DRIPS LEH,c'mon!
poooor boy..........

Intended to go Shanghai aft attachment,
do some killer shopping!!
So, i'll only be back on 23rd August.

BUT

I decided to get home A.S.A.P right aft attachment ends((:
which is 8th August (Hopefully)

AND

Supposingly, its a SURPRISE for everyone, esp BOYFRIEND.

YET

Boyfriend called yest,

Boyfriend: Im gg Shanghai in August.

Me: HUH!?!?! for what???

Boyfriend: Look for you

Me: But im coming back on 8th August!

I-AM-SO-STUPID.
Well, there goes my Screwed up surprise ))'=

Anyhow, i've still gt my plan (B)
Anticipate it *my love*!!!
tee-heeeee

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-07T11:24:00.006+08:00

You know what

When you're in love,
every single word that he said,
makes your heart pounds real fast&hard
even if you are thousands mile away from him.

You'll smile unknowingly:)
brim with love:)
warmed up:)
&
yearn to hear frm him each & everyday :)

Its for you, *my love*(:

Loves,
Candy

2008-04-06T22:51:00.013+08:00

I can FINALLY upload pictures (:

Anyway, we had cheap & nice meals in town.
Tts the best abt it man.

We camwhored at a place call, Hostel cum Office.

FOOD.FOOD.FOOD.

FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.

Camwhore session starts here.

thats YONG LIN (:

LOLILPOP v.s DORAEMON
obviously, giant won right?

Sinyee & Eugene.

He's cute (:

She's bitterly sweet :)

GOODBYE!

Love from CHEENA by CHEENA PPL.

Btw, LEONG HUI CHING!

I LOVE THE SURPRISE YOU MADE FOR KELVIN!!!!!

i wish i can make for my bf )=

Loves,

Candy

2008-04-05T17:36:00.004+08:00

Warm my heart boy,
you never fail to do so.

Don't let it go boy,
for i'll never want to.

Thanks for loving me more than i do :)
Love you so (:

Loves, Candy

2008-04-03T10:53:00.004+08:00

Due to some Technical Problems (basically its the horrible connection here)

I CAN'T REPLY TO THE TAGBOARD.

Hence, shall have my replies here:

Eugene Ang Zhi Quan, whats with the **** you? just type la, aiyo. is LOVE you right (:
hahahahahhaa. OPPS...

Ching, I STILL DONNO YOU'RE THERE WHEN I PLAYED WITH KEL2288 in WAHJONG alright. Anyway, congrats on your SPGFM!!!-(Sudden Parents GirlFriend Meeting)
MISS YOU TOO BABE!

Qin, Oh yay! i'll be waiting for your calls okay!?!?Missss you guys a tonnes man!My nephew's gonna be a MAY BABY ((=

Ser, I LOVE YOU TOO ((=

RENE, MISS YOU SWEETIE, I MISS SHOPPING & CHATTING WITH YOU ))':
mail you soon my cutie!

2008-03-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

Back to TOWN!

Its the foooooooooooooood that i misssss the most.

LUNCH

DUMPLINGS-70 for 5 ppl
VINEGAR VEGE
COLD DISH-BEEF (nah, i skipped that)
RED BEAN,CUSTARD BUNS-its much much muchhhhhhh NICER & SOFTER & TASTIER than S'PORE BUNS!!!
YOU TIAO

DINNER

we plan for MCDONALD'S!!!!
thats the most similar "S'pore" thing we can find here alright.

Thats all folks!

Shall seee me back with additional 10 pounds on me????
OH MY GAWD.

Oh dear, please don't 嫌弃 me can ))=

Loves,
Candy

2008-03-31T11:14:00.000+08:00

Was playing Wahjong and THIS guy came to chat with me.

Kel2288: you really addicted to mahjong ah

Candy: yah!eh...who are you?we played before?

Kel2288: wth. Go china liao, think so slow.

Candy: huh. How you know me?who are you?

Kel2288: im KENNY

Candy: ya right. Hw do you know about my BF!?!?

Kel2288: im Kelvin la

WHAT THE HELL.

Webcam-ed with CHING & guess what.

She's with KELVIN -_-
That idiot
Crap sooo much in Wahjong, in e end at KELVIN'S hse.

Well, really do miss crapping with my butty )'=
Do we still have time when im back huh?????????

& yeah, i miss my buddies tooo!!!
Of cus gt you la, TAN-YEN-KIENG.
See, I mentioned your name alr alright.
hahahaha.

* i miss my bf the most ))'=

Loves,
Candy

2008-03-30T14:49:00.004+08:00

There are bound to be regrets in each individual's life.
Its the matter of hw much does it cost.

Mine?
The price is rather high.

Away from family.

Away from my love.

Away from my friends.

Away from the comfort zone.

Well, though i don't really love S'pore but definitely im not falling for this foreign soil im on now.

And yes,
The most regretful thing is, not listen to what teacher said.
You know, what teacher preach is always right!
and we,student, often defy them, then, we start to learn our lesson.

I wish i could have another chance to amend my choice.
I shouldn't be that loyal afterall.

Oh, FINE,FINE,FINE.
At least im enlightened somehow right???
Oh, stop the whining candy.

Anyway, its not abt work alright.

Am extremely grateful that he's there to warm my heart every day & night (:
All the loves & cares & words & thoughts & laughters...

Am glad that my family is always there to stand by me(=
The advices, cares & loves...
Thanks a bunch loads Mummy+Sis! :))

Without all these, i'd already broke dwn by now.

Thanks for all the calls+msn chats+msgs!

P.S. and i love you so (3

2008-03-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

Specially entitled to you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY [[KENNY NG JIAN CHENG]]!

He is the sweetest pie, the sweetest thing in the world
and he is my boyfriend (:

Please do let me spend the rest of your birthdays with you(3

freaking lots of Loves,
Candy

2008-03-19T13:29:00.003+08:00

I REALLY HOPE MY ALLOWANCE IS LIKE AT LEAST $1500RMB like the rest do.
BECAUSE, I FOUND MYSELF SAVING MISERABLY with mere $500RMB-S$90.

Shld have listen to the advices.
Anyway, im here.
I'll learn & enjoy (=

Without monies of cus.
DUH.